My parents threw some money my direction for a plane ticket home. I feel completely awestruck. I'm just stunned by their generosity, realizing that it has been a year and a half since I've seen my dad and sister, and, actually, still a little afraid. The whole thing is just so fantastic and unbelievable, but it also feels like an important chapter in my life is drawing to an end. I guess it is happening; it's been something I've been talking about and looking forward to for so long - and I just need to commit - however, I'm finding myself dragging my feet.
Commit. Commit to planning a couple of months in advance. Hah! That's big when you live in a world that works on "Thai-time" and I barely know what I'm doing each weekend, let alone 2 months from now...
Maybe it sometimes takes getting what we "want" or having things fall into place, to realize where we are in our hearts. My heart has been stolen by Thailand and I am unsure of what lies beyond that.
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